Saturday, October 9, 2021
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I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you today, and also that I think about you very often. I really miss you dad, and regret more and more each day not making more of an effort to see you. I hate that this awful disease progressed to the point of you leaving the area, but there’s no excuse, I should have been there for you way more than I was and I want you to know that I’m sorry. I just really miss you dad, I love you buddy and I hope heaven is all that you could ever dream of and much much more, I can’t help but think of you waking up there, running up there, but most of all I hope your watching over me and my family every single day, my family needs that from you. I promise you one day I will make you proud, I don’t know how yet, but one day I hope you’ll be able see the good I know is in me that I’ve struggled for years to be able to show/prove to anyone. It really sucks how unfair life can be at times, and then I take a step back and think about what you had to deal with on a daily basis and I feel ashamed that I could ever think my life is unfair. I love you and I miss you pops.
